Today started off bad with missed calls and a message to say Nanny died in her sleep peacefully (around 4am our time).
It actually went downhill from there because you would kind of think that news would be the low point of the day.
Upset and hurt followed but hopefully now things are sorted to the satisfaction of all. I am not 100% about TW. He seems to carry some of the hurt still. It is actually really new and new to him – he isn’t used to people close to him dying. I don’t think he has processed it yet but he may have jumped to anger/hurt and he will have to pedal back and acknowledge it has happened before moving on to the grieving.
Today has dragged on and it feels surreal. Like a dream that was half a nightmare which we will wake from at any moment. TW will find he is only 20 and everyone is much younger again.
Time for a do-over. Honestly, I think there were enough hours in today to live another life time.